[<<][dharma][>>][..]Thu Dec 8 22:41:45 EST 2011
Evening meditation was uneventful. Hard time concentrating. Wandered
off many times. Quit after 33 minutes, with the intention to do 43.
I broke off my noon meditation in the bath tub as well.
Uncontrollable wandering, no patience to bring it back. In the
evening meditation I was able to bring up the patience a couple of
times. Noticed frustration and the wandering. Noticed through
experience that I can't wander and focus at the same time. That
sounds obvious cognitively. I'm starting to see the difference of
knowledge through experience and knowledge through theorizing more